Thinking About the Impossible

I know it's been, like, a month since I last posted, but thinking has been done and, I finally feel like I can begin writing my thoughts and feelings down. Of course the turmoil in my life hasn't helped things - it's certainly been an eventful month! But that aside, I've talked with a lot of people and my attack on the system will begin when I put the first post proper up later this evening!
rik